Bah, everything should be shit right now, But things are actually going quite well<3

Meh, Nothing has been going my way recently. Started talking to an old friend again, but I think they’ve lost interest, lost another “friend” who proceeded to pop up on Skype and send me ten paragraphs of shit outlining why she doesn’t like me, my relationship has been good for like, a few days, but it’s been terrible for months, and I’m scared that if it gets good again its only going to go bad in a few months. I have had about twelve arguments recently and the list of people who don’t like me is getting bigger and bigger, and the list of people who don’t is getting smaller and smaller, and there is probably about two or three people who I genuinely trust, and I can tell stuff to, but they can’t help, there’s not much anyone can really do to help, I just feel like there’s no way out, no way of getting any help, like I’m all alone =/